Street Drugs N Violence

If i could hide,
like a whisper hides everything,
I feel tonight,
I feel most days,
I feel all the time,
Like Im trapped inside,
Twisted up into a hurricane,
and I cant find,
All the words I need to explain,
That we lost the mountain on the landslide down.

I miss everything so fucking much,
The friends that i had,
The person i was,
The messes we made,
The confusion of love,
For the first time,
And the last time.

Now I'm walking a ghost town,
And I dont belong here,
The place I escaped from,
Is now my living nightmare.


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When  you fall from your pat in life and cant get back up. When your dreams slip from your hands and fly away before you can catch them. for some people it's a matter of standing back up and moving on. but for many it's like waking up in a dark room with no idea where to go, or what to do next. I've always believed people should turn away from what society says they should do in favor of what feels right, natural and what they feel passionate about. follow your dreams 100%.  the only difference between how i believed 10 years ago versus how i believe now is in being prepared, cautious and calculated  in going after what you want. because ive suffered the reality that it doesnt take much to knock you off course. and once off course, its almost impossible to get back on track. for most of us, this is true. follow your dreams no matter what. but do it with a goal and a plan. and do it knowing that its easy as fuck to lose forever. i did none of these things and losing my dream has meant leaving me behind, living in the past and waiting for something that will never come back.